Saturday, April 24, 2010
haru Yang begitu membahagiakan!!!
23 April 2010
Dear blogger,
Well…I finally did it..today I went for a jog by myself…It was hard at first…tp bla aku terfikirkan tentang kesihatan, smangat dalam diri ni makin berkobar-kobar..
Aku kelilingi kampus ni sambil dtemani mp3 milik Mawar, pelbagai gelagat aku temui spanjang perjalananku…n terdapat byk la kereta yg masuk ke dlm kampus ni..ak terpandang sbuah kereta, ternyata tekaan aku tepat.. Ia milik Pn. Haz my former lecturer…sekali lg dia dlantik menjadi Ajk utk peperiksaan kali ni….I think Isyraf must be proud of his mom….speaking of Isyraf…oh..i really miss him..cmna dia skrang ek???dh pndai jln ka??or dh pndai berkata-kata ka??? Suddenly I miss my lil’ brothers n lil’ sister back home…I wonder what they are doing right now???
Ok that all folks…I need to take a bath..daa…
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
it's hurt me a lot...
It’s hurt a lot to notice that…he’s enjoying his time with his buddies while I’m so stupid wondering what he’s doin rite now…did he start his final paper yet??? Or watsoeva…
My head spinning around…not because the wound that Prince V left for me but bcoz of other guy that rite now totally make my life up and down….today I would to story you guys about my new crush…he3…
I call him Mr. Ada…ha3… I know him x igt la…tp mnggunakan computer mediated communication…he’s nice..actually yg buatkan I tertarik…sbb dia rmbut cacak…ha3….he’s kind of cute to me…we talk n talk…sdar2 dh stahun aku knali si Ada…he’s kind of charming..but time 2 my heart still with Prince V…
Lama kelamaan ktaorang tukar no hp, I was so excited!! Entahla…dia take care gla kt aku…makes me feel comfortable…suddenly he called me…told me he got a job for a big company… I was so excited for him…
Time after time…he did not message me or even call me not even a chat in ym….i’m so damn frustrated…I started to feel that I should forget him but when I totally ignore him…he came back
He called me…talking to me like nothing happen…n aku pula…layan la…ntah knapa diri ini senang sgt dpergunakan….skrang ni aku rasa mcm heartless….(continue to another chapter)
old post....
Kerja-kerja kampus sekali lagi membataskan niat ku utk berjalan-jalan di padang. Sudah lama tidak aku menjejakkan kaki ku ini ke sana… terasa rindu suasana di gelanggang bola tampar. Tatkala aku duduk di tebing tinggi melihat ke arah gelanggang tersebut, melihat gelagat-gelagat pemain2nya yang handal dan separuh handal. Hari ini Lai mengajak ku ke padang, pada awlnya ingin ku turuti Lai namun apabila masa yang dijanjikan telah beralih ke sebelah malam, ku jadi gusar. Dengan hati yang berat ku terpaksa menolak ajakan Lai…maafkan ku Lai, ada sebab tersendiri kenapa sekarang aku kurang berjalan-jalan di kampus pada waktu malam walhal dulu itulah aktivitiku dengan Mumia…
Dek kerana kesibukan ku, ku jarang berhubung dengan Mumia… I wonder how she’s doing??? Dulu we used to walk around the campus, talking bout boys…more boys…and our live too. Agak lama x berjumpa mesti banyak yang nak dibualkan…hu3…can’t wait to see her…
I got a notice yesterday from unit college…argh!! So sick of the last minute notice!! Aku kena byr utk penempatan budak penerapan..diorang ni pun satu…always do a last minute job…benci tul!! Duit dh nk kering ujung sem masa ni la diaorang minta mcm2… tension!!
Tadi aku makan malam kt downtown…sygnya aku pnya fave kedai..x buka…(alahai…mkcik2 da emergency case lagi ke???) aku bedal la pa yang da kt downtown sudey…guess what?? Today byk sgt jejaka2 kelantan yang kind of cute to me…is it meant for me???
today...i'm so damn tired!!!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
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mmmm....ye3, kakak akan igt pesanan ini....insya allah aku nk jd ank yg taat pd ibu bapa....dh ckup ak skitkan ati dpa...so i want to be a good child...he3..
ari ni Mawar hepi sgt!!!sbb bf dia dtg...i'm glad dpt jmpa face 2 face wlpun hakikatnya dpaksa dtg..he3....he's sweet guy...n dia promise ak one thing...dia akn jaga Mawar sbaik-baiknya...lga aku...he3..mcm ibu mlpaskn ank dia plak...
yang pnting roomate2 aku bhagia...tringat plak time ari yg Mawar dclare dia kpel ngan bf dia..jtuh air mta aku ni...sbb ntah la...rasa trharu..roomate aku mnemui kbahagiaan yg dia cari slama ni...ak doakan ko n bf ko bhagia...
ak bla lg?????????????????????????????????