Thursday, December 29, 2011

One Woman

kata2 ni adalah reverse from lirik one man by Sparta Kook!!!
One Woman

It must've been a long time. Long enough for these words to become colorless. Even if I just see your eyes, I know everything,
Like your friend, like your shadow.

We must've been together always. When you're having hard time and you are sad, even when you're lonley. Holding onto seperation a bit longer,
Even when I'm hurting to wipe away your tears..

There's a woman. Who loves you so much.
There's a woman. Who can't even say I love you.
By your side I put my hand out and
at a path were you can always reach me
I, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you.

To make you laugh, I think of only that and
When and where ever you are I'm watching you and missing you.
And who worries of only you,

For the thousandth timeI swallow and againfor ten thousandth time I try to set everything straight. I want to tell you. I think I'm going to go insane but.
I want to embrace you all at one but...

There's a man, who doesn't know I'm like this.
Who receives love but doesn't even know that it is love.
Leaving you, who is as foolish as I and sad,
At this moment tears come but I'm happy.
It's because you're by my side.
~THE END~

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Aku Tak .....


Dalam diam ak, tak bermakna ak blur
Dalam diam ak, tak bermakna ak bodoh
Aku cuma mls
Mls mencampuri urusan duniawi
Mls bercakap jika sering saja tidak dipedulikan

Dalam tawa ak, tak bermakna ak gembira
Dalam tawa ak, tak bermakna ak puas
Ak cuma malas
Mls menjawab segala pertanyaan
Mls mengiyakan semua perbuatan yang kau sangka menggembirakan

Dalam sedih ak, tak bermakna ak perlu berkongsi
Dalam sedih ak, tak bermkna ak seorang yang lemah
Ak cuma malas
Mls mengatakan ak sebenarnya terkilan dengan cara kau
Mls untuk bergantung pada orang sekeliling

Dalam diri ak, ada sesuatu yang perlu kau tahu
Ak marah apabila sering diperbodohkan
Dalam diri ak, ada sesuatu yang perlu kau tahu
Ak sedih apabila ak mula tak kenal siapa kau
Dalam diri ak, ada sesuatu yang perlu kau tahu
Ak bukan seorang yang lemah and
DEFINITELY

AKU TAK BODOH

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Reality or Fantasy???


Sometimes i wonder whether this is reality or fantasy...

Yup when i watched, we go married the Woojung Couple, it makes me wonder whether that are in love or not...the way the look at each other..Oh my God!!! I wish they are together for real...My friends always laugh at me..saying i'm to fanatic about this whole korean variety show...Yup, i admit, i'm crazy bout it..every week i'm wait and wait to see the episode online coz' this is all i have for my entertainment beside my study...

Hey, this is the way i am...By watching that, it give a lot of thought how to choose a better partner in your life...Mine?? Guess what?? It's SECRET!!!


Monday, October 3, 2011

Back to December


The last time we ran to each other is last two years on December...
Still remember clearly..the way you look, with your stripes clothes n black tie making you even more smarter than before...When you walked, you just passed through me making me wonder will you ever look back...

Damn...you never look..never ever...so i let it go....I lett

ing you go...but I still remember last December, you texted me...I'm so glad, I smiled, You said I'm forgotten about your birthday,
Hey!! I never forget..never in my life...but I'm sorry I didn't called coz' thinkin' you might be busy with your new life...

Now, I will face December again...thinking bout you...I
really miss your sweet smile and the way you look at me as if I'm special...but again thinking that I've let you go...

I just don't deserve it...to ask you to remember me and thinking of me....

So, this is me swallowing my pride..calling you saying how much I miss you and sorry for everything and


~GOODBYE~


Monday, February 14, 2011

14 Februari

dear blogger,

ini bukan sbb valentine...not at all!!!! ini sbbkan memori aku n prince V...yaahhh..i know i said i will forget bout him...tp bla trikh ini dtg..every year..ak akn tringatkan dia...teringatkan memori km bdua pd 14 Februari...hati ni tmbah sdih bla msuk dlm kmpus....lalu jalan yg pnah km bdua lalu...mlihat tmpat yg km pnah duduk, berbual2 ketika hari tu....hatiku lg pdih...
and guess what..lately ak mengagahkan diri ini utk bka profile fb dia...tnyata dia mkin berbeza..serius beza sgt2...dia bkn someone yg kukenal dulu....dia dh lain....yeah...the last time ak try msej ngan dia is last year...tba2 hati ni trasa nk msej dia..dia bls ckp mcm2 kta ak sombong la, xnak kwn ngan dia la...tp dia xtau sbb ak buat mcm ni...sbb ak jauhkan diri drpd dia....dia tak tau....n ak rsa dia pun xnk amik pduli....

hakikatnya...ak xpnah da dlm minda dan hatinya...tp dia sntiasa da di hatiku....memori 14 februari xkan pnah pudar dlm igtan ku....


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

kenapala jadi mcm ni??

dear blogger,

lma xaku mluahkan perasaan ini kt blog yg tercinta..he3..sbb xda story ler..
tp ari ni da...bnda ni tjadi kelmarin...aku jumpa dia kt jln....my ex-senior...hu3..tp tkdir mmisahkan km dengan jarak...lgpun dia da ngan kwn dia...ak sgan la nk sapa dia...so i let it go...tp di sdut hati aku tringin sgt nk ckp n tgur dia...seriously!!!!

alhamdulillah...hajat ak tercapai..during break time, ak gi tndas...kuar2 aja..ak tersermpak dia kt tngga...jntung ak bgai terhenti sketika...Ya Allah, ni la peluang aku...tnpa segan silu..ak trus tgur dia...tnyata dia msih igtkan ak...he3...(berbunga skit hati ni) tba2 ak tringat pesan cousin ak "Bella, dia dgn kta dah berbeza..lain sgt2...igt tu" kata2 ni mmbuat kan perbualan km menjadi janggal...tp hati dan mlut ak ttp xblh berubah...ak ttp pnggil dia abang....instead of encik...(maafkan bella...) ak tau dari sudut hati dia, dia xnk km rasa janggal ngan dia..tp keadaan dan takdir dh trtulis yg kami berbeza...
kenapalah jadi mcm ini??? Ya Allah..tak baik ak slhkan takdir ni...astagfirllahal'azim...
mungkin rmai rkan2 aku xmngerti, mereka hanya ketawakan ak sj bla dgr cerita ni..tp biarlah perasaan hatiku ini, hanya ak dan Allah sja yg tahu....

insya allah..next time kita jumpa...i will call you encik....i try my best...

Monday, January 31, 2011

We Got Married

dear blogger,

lma xtulis kt blog ni..he3..recently i have another addiction...i'm really love the korean reality show called we got married...i know..rmai akn jawb..elooo...cite ni dh lma thun lpas lgi..dh basi...watsoevva!!ada ak kisah???? i just fall in love with yongseo couple...they are so cute..hopefully they really have feelings for each other...





p/s: really worry bout the news in mesir..hope najmi akn survive di sana...Ya Allah lindungilah rakanku drpd segala marabahaya....